Sunday, October 24, 2004

sigh...got op pract tml...n i haven even started my rehersal yet....die liaoz..
archery not very gd today either...cant anchor liaoz...dunno y...so irritated wif myself..
haiz...dunno wad to say lar...so sianz lately...n that thing wif 'a'...sigh....mayb i shd haf rejected 'a' in the 1st place...i dunno...im in a mess... >.<
we're gonna hafing less meetings now...guess its better 4 me...sigh..i really dunno.. hmm.. still i'll see 'a' every sun...at least i got tt...but 'a' going off to genting in nov...for 2 or 3 days i think..to gamble...0.o bringing the whole family im told...
i so miss a now...though i was wif a juz dis afternoon...reminded me of tt song...erm...i think it went something like...its tearing up my heart when im wif u...isit? haha...cant really remb..
"to be or not to be...that is the question.."
sighz...so bloody confused rite now....baka...a spare 'a' says...im sure...sheesh...will i still feel the same way 4/5 yrs down the rd.. i dunno...but i noe that now i feel it really strongly...well..mayb not tt strong but still...sigh..
i better worry more abt pw op dis wk and forget abt the whole thingy...amyb come back to it next wk...oh man i still got camp dis coming wkend....argh...n it ends like on my op presentation day itself lar...irritating...but for the cip pts...no choice...haha...yepz...i think i shd b able to go back on sun nite....dun think they'll b that mean as to keep me there til mon...heh..
hmm....long entry this...n is getting late...really muz go now n finish up that speech thingy... 12.20 am now....spent 20 mins on this really long entry thinking of wad to type...haaz... guesss i juz want an ave to vent my frust....yea...ah well...i'll vent it some other time...mayb on 'a'...lousy person tt... =p *sticks tongue out* =p *bleahz*

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~me~ at 11:59:00 PM