Monday, June 20, 2005

sianz....woke up so late today...yesterday muz haf been really tired...feel so down in the dumps...sighz....tml start trg agn...sianz....trying to get the feeling of aiming rite...hafing a hard time....haiz...dunno whether can make it ornot...for the mthly shoot...haiz...hu noes...hopefully can maintain my score at 25o sth...haiz...means i'll prob miss archery agn...hopefully it b really early in the morn my detail...den can go archery later...but i dun think so...the other time my detail started at around 11 la....n ended like 12.15..hrumph....weird timing..cant even do archery b4 tt...scared of affecting my shooting later...haiz....zzz...
hrumphrumph....been playing maple recently....zzz.....seem to become addicted with the lousy game agn...diedie....haiz....
haiz.....
sianz...
sometimes i wonder why we're born out into this world...for wad reason are we living at all...to achieve goals? dreams? aspirations? makes no sense...we come out...study...work...n b gone agn.... haiz....sianz...sth feel like there no pt in living....nth to live for...mayb i got like...not enuff motivation to live on? but life is like so monotonous....nth interesting...mayb its juz me but ya..tt how i feel...hmm...
better juz concentrate on my 'A's...haiz....think im quite dead....argh...not even ready for it...sighz
~me~ at 10:17:00 PM